Hello everyone
I’d like to ask about the meaning “shed one’s own shadow” in the following context:
Having gone through university training in experimental
physics, as well as many years of research and teaching in the general
area of surface physics and surface chemistry, using sophisticated
techniques such as electron spectroscopy and ultra-high vacuum
electron microscopy to detect details down to the atomic level of
optical resolution, I have previously had—and published—insights
regarding the world beyond the physical. I had joined the ranks of
those scientists who profess that there is more to existence than what
we can see, touch, smell, hear, measure, and calculate with our stateof-
the-art scientific means.
However, it is difficult to shed one’s own shadow, and for many
years my preoccupation has been to reconcile my acquired belief system,
which had moved far beyond the confines of the physical reality,
with what the laws of the physical universe tell me can and cannot
be.
Does “shed one’s own shadow” mean to have one’s own opinion, no the one you’ve been taught?