Yes, I’m ultra sensetive. But with a cause. I’ve done some evil things to some innocent people in my line of duty as a deadly sword of evil men. You can see such bitterness in my topics.
I’m paying back my sins now. Unless I won’t be a decent human again. This world is nothing for me anymore . I’m escaping it. 53 years on earth is enough. I know where I’m going . That’s pleasing.
Dear Kyaw! You should stop to terrify me. I have enough trouble without of it. Before you do something really stupid ,go to topic "I have a dream "#5, and listen how I’m singing again.
I’m 53 now. I started to work 28 and stop working at 48. I worked 20 years. Made a little thousands bucks. Ruined myself a lot. Ruined others a lot.
For some 5 years I’ve quit the world on my own account. And now I’m singing Eagles’ Peaceful Easy Feeling. One of my favourite songs .
I really have a peaceful feeling now. No bluff. ( Oh you know I’m penniless now. )
“Peaceful Easy Feeling”
I like the way your sparkling earrings lay,
Against your skin, it’s so brown.
And I wanna sleep with you in the desert tonight
With a billion stars all around.
'Cause I got a peaceful easy feeling,
And I know you won’t let me down
'cause I’m already standing on the ground.
And I found out a long time ago
What a woman can do to your soul.
Oh, but she can’t take you anyway,
You don’t already know how to go.
And I got a peaceful easy feeling,
And I know you won’t let me down
'cause I’m already standing on the ground.
I get this feeling I may know you as a lover and a friend.
But this voice keeps whispering in my other ear,
Tells me I may never see you again.
'cause I get a peaceful easy feeling
And I know you won’t let me down
'cause I’m already standing…
I’m already standing…
Yes, I’m already standing on the ground
Oh, oh…
**Mississippi Lyrics
Artist: Pussycat
Album: Mississippi
Where you can hear a country song song from far
and someone plays the honky-tonk guitar
Where all the lights will go out one by one
the people join the sun
and the wind takes it away
Where the Mississippi falls down to the sea
and lovers found the place thhhey’d like to be
how many times before the song was ending
love and understanding
everywhere around
Mississippi, I’ll remember you
whenever I should go away
I’ll be longing for the day
that I will be returning again
Mississippi, you’ll be on my mind
everytime I hear this song
Mississippi roll along
until the end of time
Now the country song for ever lost its soul
when the guitar player turned to rock & roll
and everytime when the summernights are falling
I will always be calling dreams of yesterday
**Soldier Of Fortune Lyrics
Artist: Deep Purple
I have often told you stories
about the way
I lived the life of a drifter
waiting for the day
When I’d take your hand and sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come lay with me and love me
And I would surely stay
But I feel I’m growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill going round
Guess I’ll always be
A soldier of fortune.
Many times I’ve been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old when nights were cold
I wandered without you
But those days I thought my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that you’re not here.
Now I feel I’m going older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill going round
Guess I’ll always be
A soldier of fortune
Yes, I can hear the sound
of a windmill going round
I guess I’ll always be
a soldier of fortune.
Dear Kyaw! how nice of you that you asked. I’m not quite well. I’m waiting that this stomach flu \ probably\ will go away. What it really it I don’t know, because I didn’t see a doctor at least 10 years. I keep that rule that 95% of illnesses don’t need doctor’s help. Only I hate to be unfit. And the light of computer is glaring for my eyes so I try to avoid it. Anyway I take control over this site every day ,to be au courant. You dear Kyaw, are really caring friend. I appreciate it. Thank you very much.
Dear Kyaw! I like this your smiling photo! When I see it, my mood suddenly improves. And it is nice that somebody on the second end of the world cares about you. What do you think about the Burmese woman, the freedom fighter, and Nobel laureate, got to the Burma parlament? Are you happy about it?
I feel very sad. We are going to have fierce civil wars which will kill millions of Burmese.
( We have 500,000 soldiers x 1000 bullets ( at least ) = 500,000,000 bullets will be happily flying together with grenades, rockets, missiles, RPGs).
We have 60 millions people, so we can equally have 90 bullets each. Cool!
I just wonder where the so called 'brave popular politicians will be if the wars brake out. I’m not paranoid. It happens.
New killing fields?
I wish my small brain would be wrong .
kind regards.
The US and the EU is entirely wrong this time again. Castle in the Air?
Oh dear. When they will learn about true Burma?
Their intelligence and moles are so weak, as they are always. Maybe they write reports in the nightclubs as usual.
Dear Kyaw! I’m so sorry. I could ask you as well: Are you unhappy about it?,or :are you indifferent about it? Just to hear your reaction on that fact that I heard in TV without comment. I’m sorry, that unvoluntary, I touched your sensitive point. I hope that this all predictions of yours, will never take place. And your beloved country won’t fall into the civil war. I really hardly know if she is made by dirty policy. She looks nice and too young for political leader. And if I well remember she had to stay in the home arrest. Since the situation in my country developed into rather helpless, I stopped to think about the policy at all, so as not to impair my weak nerves. And I hope that you never will be forced to stop to write to our forum. It would be a great shame.
are you feeling better now? I hope so! I remember you had a flu a few weeks ago. Are you having one again, or did it persist for that long? Perhaps it would be a good idea to see a doctor.
Dear Claudia! Thank you for your interest and care. You are very nice person. I’m not very well recently but I think that is connected with my trouble in house. My psychical immunity is = nearly 0. Since my husband got brain stroke everything is on my head. And from spite, suddenly in my flat everything began to be destroyed. I coped with this installers quite well, but when something happens too often,one can loose his nerves. When one trouble finishes , then begins the next. And I’m shivering like a jelly. I couldn’t sleep for long time but recently at least it has improved. I’m afraid the doctors. I need a psycholog or psychiatrist- but with them it is better not to begin. In May the tennis sezon starts. The strong physical effort usually used to help me. Maybe it is stupid to tell that all on the forum, but “nothing what is human is foreign to us”-or sth. like this.
I’m sorry to hear that you are going through so much trouble. I can totally relate: my nerves have been on the raw because of craftsmen, too. Tennis will be great for you! Sports is a wonderful stress-reliever and a good way to take one’s mind off. Chin up! Stay strong and don’t let the craftsmen fool you. Once they are (finally) finished, everything will be beautiful.
Dear Claudia! Thanks for supporting and encouraging me. As you know I’m an building engineer. I can not have the general knowledge about many subjects, but I certainly know how to speak with with people connected with the building. I had told you earlier about the man, who put the new pipe instalation, in my bathroom and in my kitchen. I was quite pleased of his work . He did it in the afternoons after his regular work.The last evening he said that the work is finished and demanded rather big sum for it. I was a bit surprised. I told him that I suppose he didn’t cheat me, but I’m going to call him to every correction. He went and my son told me that in the bathroom was no warm water and in the kitchen sth, was hissing. I called at once to the plumber. He came /he said that he had to break his supper/ and told me that I should the next buy some new parts of instalation and replace them by myselve. When I heard it I told him the / true/ story about the leading electric line to my house in the mountains. I tried about it in my power station for 4 years. They put a lot of obstacles, because they didn’t want of this line. Eventually I got the line, but now is there the new power station with the new menagement. And because I know that the plumber was not going to pay the tax ,I mentioned that I have the prosecutor in my family. Next morning the plumber bought the parts of instalation that were needed ,installed them and finished his work properly and for free. He said that he appreciate me, because he is also the demanding man.
I love Neil Young and I love his old laughing lady. For you.
Old Laughing Lady
Don’t call pretty Peggy, she can’t hear you no more
Don’t leave no message 'round her back door.
They say the old laughing lady been here before
She don’t keep time, she don’t count score.
You can’t have a cupboard if there ain’t no wall.
You got to move there’s no time left to stall.
They say the old laughing lady dropped by to call
And when she leaves, she leaves nothing at all.
See the drunkard of the village falling on the street.
Can’t tell his ankles from the rest of his feet.
He loves his old laughing lady 'cause her taste is so sweet.
But his laughing lady’s loving ain’t the kind he can keep.
There’s a fever on the freeway, blacks out the night.
There’s a slipping on the stairway, just don’t feel right
And there’s a rumbling in the bedroom and a flashing of light
There’s the old laughing lady, everything is all right.